you will not break me.
you may choose to hurt me.
for motivations that i will never understand nor seek to understand.
for, within me, i will deliberately not understand or fathom why you believe it is ok to do so.
it is not who i have been, who i am, or who i will be.
do what you will. for i know that i cannot control what you decide to do.
yet, i can control how i respond.
cycles end here.
change begins with me.
i refuse to allow your actions turn me into someone that i will not recognize or respect.
perhaps, i should thank you.
so thank you....
for reminding me that i have been through far worse
for reminding me that even as a child, alone, i found a way out through pure defiance, stubbornness, determination, and not listening to anyone tell me that i could not find a way to take care of myself. i forge my own path.
for reminding me that i am no longer a child, not alone, and that defiance of an old soul.....continuously forged and drawn upon....has never gone away.
it is who i am.... integrated, irretrievable, and never to be broken.
bring it on, you fucker, bring it on.
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Posted by foodie hunter at 11:18 PM